Hi Daughter.
Don't worry about changing your look for now... your look will change to manifest your rems (meditations / reminiscences) and it will be the best fashion choice ever made... because it will have been made for you, and will be the best look that suits you because it is your natural look, the way thee I was born and created to look. You shall manifest your own representation. This is one of the joys. As far as feeling like a fake... well, the feeling is not invalid. It is always easy to say rasta these days... it is like being a punk, or a skater, or a rocker, or a hippie or whatever... "rasta" is also the name of a fashion sub culture that models itself from the glories of InI "she maketh herself coverings of tapestry, her clothing is silk and purple" (proverbs 31:22). Fortunately for InI, we don't have to seek these things, they are our reward for seeking our heart of virtue as Daughter Zion. We are denied nothing in virtue. Selassie I lives.
But the point is, I would cease referring to yourself as rasta until thee I actually identifies thee Iself as such in reality. Feeling like a fake will only manifest doubt which is an anti-clockwise circle.
My advice is this... read as many things as you will stumble upon. If you don't have the urge to do this, then give up now... it is probable that you are not RasTa. But if thee I picks up things and one leads to another, and the thirst and hunger grows, then read as much stuff that you feel is related to your existence on the planet to date. When reading, search for yourSelf within the knowledge. Don't just take this as they are presented... look for things that ring true and above all... take yourSelf seriously!!!
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