these are serious times, i almost gave in to jezebel in the spirit, and denounced jesus christ, ras kebreab is that you who i seen at the airport when i went to ethiopia? jah bless me i didnt do anything to my self, and we took pictures with selassie and priest immanuel and the holy priest that baptised me in ethiopia, the angels of marleys were there and they helped I, i was fighting the devil lucifer all not, I man experienced some things at night with the devil and duppies, and still do slightly, even though Haile Selassie is right by me, i just say a dread with the same bob marley shirt, but his eyes didnt turn red neither his hair. I feeel sort of relief if the body is in prinicple and mind, and not war against flesh, because it would be bloody, i see Haile Selassie smiling, i thought he always had a stern face. I need guidance on whether i should move back to Cincinnati where i'm from and stay with my sister and her friend who i think will end up being my wife. and continue to trod with support from other righteouss, i have been alone 3-4 months now in my apartment. And fighting alone, unity is strength. and is I wayne an imposter? do any of you have facebook and should i stop using it. i have so many issues with mind control about being batty or being a rapist or killing or anything, how to eliminate this mind trap because it seems my mind isnt me, what i will to do that i dont do, what i will to do, that i do not do.
I see many woman that i would like to talk to, but should i stay on this right path with my sisters friend. why do i feel like i'm the worst but Selassie keep saying its alright? Is this just what it is, we think bad but burn ask for mercy and move on, or shall we be free one day on earth, or when he comes back to reveal himself shall I be free. I man have many rivers to cross many mountains to climb, and i cant just imagine if i have to sing, ''it seems all we've got we have lost, we must already pay the cost''. i see bob helping me so i guess natty will always see i through. I will make it, because i know Jah will strengthen the slight hearted and have mercy. i now see cigarettes and black and milds give you only temporary satisfaction, i guess its a heathen. so many things to say, bless
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