The I must keep going and stand firm. Remember that in every tribulation I and I must be mindful of the reality of life and not be afraid to move forward despite any setbacks, self inflicted or not.
In I life recently I have been thinking about the things and people that hold I back, because there have been some situations where I am either holding Iself back from moving forward or people I thought were friends are doing the same. In this trod in this time, every secret is revealed, and that includes secrets about I and Iselves that perhaps I and I would rather be running from. What is essential in that situation is that I and I know that these revelations have to be acted upon if I and I want to rise I and Iselves. Often this will be started or made worse by the actions of so-called friends who turn out to be enemies, but I and I must be firm in I and Iselves before all else. It is obvious that the I feels the consequences of the I's decisions and wants to make it right, and realising that is the first step to picking the Iself up. In the past I have suffered through long times of depression, and I only picked Iself out of it when I realised that I was I own worst enemy and to overcome Iself I have to tackle every internal or external issue righteously or else they will eat away at I life and pull I down. I too felt that I had disappointed and know that I hurt I parents through laziness, wrong decisions and a distinct lack of love. I owe them more than I can possibly think of and so the only way I can pay it back is by giving them what they wanted all along, and that is a son they can be proud of, not a dead son or a dead weight. Talk to them. Tell them the I's situation. Explain to them how the I feels and tell them the I wants to live good but that it isn't going to happen overnight. If they love the I then they will be willing friends and supporters in everything the I does.
Once I and I are firm in Iselves, then I and I can start to improve the Livity, and that means that I and I can't keep enemies as friends. I know from experience that it is difficult to let go of friends, but the more I and I try to run from the grief of it, the more I and I become attached to it. It can be a painful process, but I and I must confront it. When it is someone who has hurt the I like this friend who stole from the I, that might be easy, but with the I's empress it will be harder. That is no reason to run from the task because the I will come out of it stronger than before
Whatever happens, the I must remember that there is no tribulation too heavy. If the I stops education, then so be it, go get on with the next thing. If the I carries on education, study good and try to help the I's parents out with the costs, and throughout, hold the faith and hold the Iself firm. Just keep improving the Iself and things will fall into line, because the Most High helps those who help themselves. The I is young as well, and no matter how much that might seem like a curse more than a blessing, it's only babylon that trick the I into thinking so.
Blessed love and guidence.
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