I've been trying for years to dodge these devils, but they never rest. Somehow, inevitably, they always show up in I life again. They are like the same demon just passing on through different bodies. Trying to disguise themselves from I, but I man see through them and disown them. But before I can get them out of I life, they have already tried to destroy I soul. I want to give everyone a chance, but I man am getting to the point where I cannot trust anyone. Living in a boy's home, I find it difficult to not talk to the people I live with, or shall I say, die with. It takes time to aquire the needed wisdom in order to distinguish the devil from the good man like I who wants to strive to be the best he can be. I try to bring them upon the path of Rastafari, hoping that I can have a friend to talk about things I care with. But at the end of the day, there is always some sort of backstabbing occuring. I am trying the best I can in order to accompany Iself with good people. I take full ownership of what I have done and am working to reform. Thank you for the words and the fire for I know it is for purification and for the betterment of spirit. Everytime I smoke this, Selassie I shows up in I mind, eyes like flames of fire, and I have learned to seek the true "high" in the temple of THE MOST HIGH. For now, I Bible is like a drink, and I prayer is like food. I have learned to deal with it, but there are always going to be more devils out there.
I and I wish I could smoke some good sensi every now and then, but I get drug tested by Babylon and I'm not sure if I'm even up for the herb again. I am 17 and still in high school and need to concentrate on I studies. Also, I need a job, for the work of Jah I already perform is not sufficient for Babylon. I appreciate the post and do not get I wrong, I used to puff from the chalice everyday of I blessed life, but I and I must let my brain develop and I will know when the time is right. I found the Most High through the power of the Herb, now I must find HIM in a time of tribulation and when I need HIM the most. I am trusting in Jah to provide the herb when I am a fittest of the fittest Rastafari, and carrying out I works and responsibilities, and it will not interfere with Babylon occupation and schooling. Plus, if I and I choose to smoke, it would be with the devils I described above and they would not harness the plant's good but use it to get high and act the fool.