This is a poem I wrote about my very young divorce and a relationship that occurred both previously and after the marriage. No one else on the planet can understand these words I am sure, but I know exactly word for word what it all refers to. And as I read it now it is like a nice echo from the past, even though the feelings were so convoluted at the time, the memory of having been able to put the experience into words is so entertaining to reflect on. Poetry is truly a gift to the author more than anything.
Written 12 July 2011
Apples and ashy acres answer aptly an apathetic anarchist, "Better bare bad banal boredom buried beneath bliss." Corrupted confused chap cancels commitment, choice creates catalyst. Come clean, control confinement - completely capable. Down during delirious dance, draining devotion. Deliciously dangerous dream. Excess empathy entertaining endless evil. Exists enough eternal enthusiasm? Forever faded, fidelity forgotten. Fear flees fast. Foreign features feed fevered future. Fundamentally flawed? Forgivable. Goddess goals gear generations, governments give genocide gifts, God gave genetic graphiti, hereditary heresy. Humble honesty hurries heartaching heroin home. Homage heard helps handle hope. Happy heathens hold hellish history. Ironically, irrefutable intelligence idolizes infamy. Infinite irrational internal immoral interests impose irritatingly immovable integrity injuries. Justified jealous jailer jets, jumpstarting juggler's Jerusalem journey. Keenly kill keepsakes. Kick kowtowing kennel kin. Key karma kiteride - kinky kismet, kaleidoscopic kiss. Luminescent luscious lust leaves lonely lovers legitimate lost. Languid leasers let loose lavish loons. Long loathed leashes lacerated lift lucid leisure. Mindless mourning makes meek men more mild. Mere monsters must multiply minds. Mobile month molds moon moments, misty mornings, mushroom muse. Naturally needing nearness, now not nearly naiive, noting: Never noose night. Notice niceties, numb negative notions. Open ominous old ocean opposition. Overcome other owners. Owe only odes of pleasurable partnerships. Prolong parting, practice patience periods. Pardon pure pain, plan passion path. Please pour peace. Quick quantum qualms queue quieter quiver quests, rip reservations, rush rooted reality. Reap running room, ridicule renown rules, relearn real rest. Ripeness rising. Sooner swoon sweeps Scorpio son skyward, sun shrine. Serious stellar spark steers spirits, such sharp steeps! Seers stop suffering, trust truth together. Take time. Trials teach. Try traveling? Tour tells tearful tribulation tales; tangible tumbles trumpet tumultuous terrestrial tunes. Undivided urges utterly unreal. Unfit unit unsure, untying umpteenth unfairnesses. United, unfathomable up. Valued variety vastly villainizes virginal vices, veering victim views vacuously - very vertigo vibrations with which wiser weathered wanderers wonder wildly. Weak wither weekly world wide. Witness wonderful wet while x's xerox x-rayed xenophobia yet yield yellow yolks. Yesterday yelled yes! Yikes. Zealous zodiac zephyr zeppelins zip Zion-ward. Zen zone zygotes.
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